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0000 said people give up on authentic
connections to easily
and then I said well I like to fight
    "Oh, so you're a fighter"
and then he laughed at me
"and fck it, Im a lover"
    "Oh, so you're a fighter & a lover"
more sassy, vivacious laugh....
Yeah >.< give me a lighter..
and your pocket tin full of prerolls.
My heart is huuurt.
Please come back & call me beautiful, gorgeous
I need those bites
    for MY SOUUL
feral
Why would u put me in that position?
    and that one and that one
Where I almost said it.
it was a power..
And so here we are again,
    back at the beginning. 
"well I really like that so if u could
work on that, that'd be great."
i couldn't help but to laugh, my guy. 
This is how Im being called to express rn
Im sorry
to float & release & accept
flowing thru me, I hope u can feel it, Melrose.
every since I was a small, I've just wanted
    someone to explore with.
Move me into you, I wont swallow
unless you want me to.
I promise Im feeding myself.
and I promise I am thinking of you
    respectfully
    we didn't even get to match in those dickies
S/he never sleeps until the sun goes down
    secret world(s)
it's just he told me
he had survived the earth w/ someone
and I had my candle lit
    Smookee.
        at least I love to watch it twirl.
    and soot stained tank tops
    And to just have it w/ someone else like you.
    Your buildings on fire
    and I'll catch you
    I'll catch you
    Destroyer, but who's keeping queue

**12:18 am**
I am very seduced by the idea of becoming
one w/ another person, But it doesn't have
to be how we've always known it to be.
2 chameleons 
step back & forth on a branch
too close, 2 close, and we might swallow eachother whole
But still I will hold nubs
I will catch you. Lighter fluid. 
What's the opposite of seduction?
    Reject. rebuff. repel. spurn.
To engage in carnal activity w/ a person
    unwilling or unable to consent.
Okay, but can I just ask one more thing?
Was it something that I did?
No, you didn't do anything
Which is why this is so much harder
Hard?
    for
my body and perfect looking & perfect in
my hands and by my face & in my mouth,
even w/ all of this, I find myself so much
more carried away in how it all felt.
Step back just enough, separate myself
    just enough, right there.
in order to maintain a certain
level of individuality
        tension & medicine
This could feel like an edge, right?
Surrender has to happen for the change to come in.
3 cups in front of u,
1 appears from the clouds
But those big arms are crossed
I have my dyed silk scarf, adorned "𓉔"
But you want to wear it on your cheek?
my cheek to yours, illuminated vesselled eyes
    Hollowed
I was whole, I've been hollowed,
    now you can see thru me. Could u always?
Scoop me out, bone marrow, and pair me with
three bottles of La Marca,
    two rice Krispy treats
And a hollowing fool's tool, forged from 6 year
recycled steel.
You can melt me down if you need something else.
I will take form on top of an anvil with repeated
strikes and work. Just strike me.
A kiss with a fist is better than none.
To understand the implicit meaning of things,
    Strike me, 000000.
Jump
As you fade from me, I'm already gone
    my teeth will have already been hollowed
and displayed on black scratch-off ornament cards. 
My heart is on my sleeve,
I mean, your cheek and..
I think I've lost my wax pen.
"What would it take for you to take
yourself seriously?"
I CANT HELP IT (╥﹏╥) sue me
I CANT HELP IT (╥﹏╥) sue me

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