0101052026 a dust day ࿓
I did a lot of chores today.
reflected and felt truly
I went over to 0000's to help her 0000 app some more. Looks great, met her
friend 0000 who shared some kind
words & advice for my situation w/
000000 I'm proud of myself for talking
about it when I need. I'm moving thru
it to thee other side. Im thankful for
the situation in the end. & 0000's & 00000's
& ofc, 0000, popped back in today.
What's that all about? What does
he want lmao. Some 00000 lollllllll.
Idk. maybe I would? Idk, Imma try
to be celibate & step back & enter
my 0000 00000 000. my true 0000000
000 NOW, I can't stop thinking about
000 00 00 0 000000000000 by
mommy 000000. Truly a survival guide
for this time of my life.
BB, poor BB. We give & give.
Well, let's give & give back to me.
00 00000 000 00 000
00 0000 0000 000000/000000
000000 000 00 soul nurturing.
Let's just get better.
More art, more beauty, more clarity.
Well, let's give & give back to me.
00 00000 000 00 000
00 0000 0000 000000/000000
000000 000 00 soul nurturing.
Let's just get better.
More art, more beauty, more clarity.
"FOR WHEN MY OUTWARD ACTION
DOTH DEMONSTRATE
THE NATIVE ACT & figure of my HEART
IN COMPLEMENT EXTERN, 'TIS NOT LONG AFTER
BUT I WILL WEAR MY
HEART UPON MY SLEEVE
FOR DAWS TO PECK AT
I AM NOT WHAT I AM"
DOTH DEMONSTRATE
THE NATIVE ACT & figure of my HEART
IN COMPLEMENT EXTERN, 'TIS NOT LONG AFTER
BUT I WILL WEAR MY
HEART UPON MY SLEEVE
FOR DAWS TO PECK AT
I AM NOT WHAT I AM"
0201052026
0000 brought up excellent points & rebuttals
with quick 00000 wit.
#1
His take:
"NOT ready for a relationship?"
wtf does that even mean?
you're not ready for a relationship?
Isn't a relationship happening RN??"
as he air referenced himself
& imaginary partner next to him
His take:
"NOT ready for a relationship?"
wtf does that even mean?
you're not ready for a relationship?
Isn't a relationship happening RN??"
as he air referenced himself
& imaginary partner next to him
my take/after thoughts:
Well, true. very true.
But the intensity of it was... intense.
Not sustainable fs. Felt great.. ideal
(Oh, you Neptune 'eye rou') But.. no no..
couldn't even escape 2025 LOL wtff....
Anyway
Well, true. very true.
But the intensity of it was... intense.
Not sustainable fs. Felt great.. ideal
(Oh, you Neptune 'eye rou') But.. no no..
couldn't even escape 2025 LOL wtff....
Anyway
#2
His take:
"you kno, 3-weeks is like the most
dopamine-hit you can get from these
types of situations, like, you can max
out on the dopamine hit & then leave
before you have to take
responsibility for anything."
His take:
"you kno, 3-weeks is like the most
dopamine-hit you can get from these
types of situations, like, you can max
out on the dopamine hit & then leave
before you have to take
responsibility for anything."
my take/after thoughts:
SO fking TRU. ugh, he is so good... that
sly thing. maybe we were both
dopamine maxxing? I think so. WERE
WE BOTH DIPPING?! BEFORE RESPONSIBILITY?
No, No... WE WOULD NEVER... Two Bushwick
cats?
SO fking TRU. ugh, he is so good... that
sly thing. maybe we were both
dopamine maxxing? I think so. WERE
WE BOTH DIPPING?! BEFORE RESPONSIBILITY?
No, No... WE WOULD NEVER... Two Bushwick
cats?
#3
His take:
"Well, it sounds like it was
rushed at the end.
you can sit on it.
you could always send a text
saying something like,
His take:
"Well, it sounds like it was
rushed at the end.
you can sit on it.
you could always send a text
saying something like,
'Hey, I hope you're well
I feel things felt a bit rushed at
the end... But I feel that I do
care about you. Maybe we could
check-in in a couple of weeks?'"
I feel things felt a bit rushed at
the end... But I feel that I do
care about you. Maybe we could
check-in in a couple of weeks?'"
my take/after thoughts:
it's great because it leaves it open-
ended. Maybe time passes & windows
naturally shut w/ the seasons. Other
windows may open. Someone may
help you open...
it's great because it leaves it open-
ended. Maybe time passes & windows
naturally shut w/ the seasons. Other
windows may open. Someone may
help you open...
But at least the mature intent and
communication was brought to light.
No expectations tied to the outcome.
Just release it & keep 000000'.
communication was brought to light.
No expectations tied to the outcome.
Just release it & keep 000000'.